Guilty Female Sadists

I want to experience this… i’m getting hard thinking about a woman beating me….

How nice for you. You do realize this is a note about women becoming comfortable with their own sexuality?

There are not only women who are turned on by seeing a man suffer. There are also men that can’t live without the pain and suffering. So it’s natural, simply said.

I like women/ female sadists. cause me pain and let me look at you…mmmmmmm

Hello, I ama 27 year old closeted sadist/domme and I think I’m going to crack soon. I go through these highs and lows when I talk to men online who actually enjoy me and want to meet. But then I get sad and angry at my husband; “Why can’t he want me this way?”

I love my husband, but he wasn’t honest about his limitations when we got married and assumed I would figure it out on my own, which I did.

I suppose my only question is; What to do? I don’t know how much longer I can continue being in a situation like this (which I realize is my fault for thinking I could change him)

I don’t know whether I want to scream while biting nails in two or just curl up and sob because the love of my life isn’t really for me after all.

Anybody else going through this?

Many sadists and masochists have had to face this: being married or in a committed relationship with a vanilla partner.

Some people work it out so that they can play with third party. Do the kinky stuff by nothing conventionally sexual or affectionate.

But most often the need for full self-expression, personal fulfillment leads to divorce or break-up.

Thank You, Richard.

I suppose that will happen sooner or later (break-up) I’d just rather it happen later.

It’s nice to know that I’m not the only one who feels insecure about being a sadist. God knows how I have hated myself for being attracted to other people’s pains to such extremes.. I really thought I was in the stages of becoming a necrophiliac someday.. >.<

@Missbluestockings why dunt u accept that ur husband’s pain thresholds r less than what u desire so either u try to get satisfied by what he can suffer safely or u can go and see a shrink (Probably a female one) Most shrinks these days r trained in S&M Disorders.

Hello I am a 22 year old closeted sadist. It is getting really hard for me to control my needs. The problem is that I am somewhat bigger than most women. While I am not huge I AM heavy. This makes it VERY hard to find someone to feel for me sexually. I also am very shy about my feelings due to the fact that all of the men in my life if not turned off by my weight would be disgusted and/or disturbed when I would tell them of my love of causing pain. Most cursed at me and one even tried to hit me. Because of this I find it hard to trust anyone with the truth. I feel like I am going to snap from my feelings soon, and sometimes I end up crying myself to sleep wondering if anyone will ever accept me. I am sorry this post is so long but I REALLY needed to get this out there. Can someone anyone please help me with this? Thanks.